linzi
Detoxing the brain.
So here iam again, wondering what to right about when i thought to myself, well where have i been, what have i been doing. Well not that anyones interested but iv been detoxing the brain.How you might ask. I bought myself 2 really good books on crime and iv been in the sack very early, once you start to read the eylids get heavy and boom your asleep by 9. 30 pm.Bloody boring you may add, well actually im off the gargle that being the wine and beer.
The weather is shite and ive been wrapped up in bed like an old granny with bed socks on. I know how sexy can one get ,but the weather really is baltic.Im prepping the skin also for when the sun shines and my feathers are shiney and new to show the whole world just how gorgeous iam. The neighbours are even asking him indoors is linzi ok .He keeps telling every one im fucking depressed. Thats his interpretation of the latest events.Do men really understand us? im not depressed well i was for 7 days of the month but hey thats normal hubby , i tend to hibernate like this and my friends miss my candid calls back home, my drinking buddy next door really misses me, my hubby misses my slapstick, or rather his little bit of slapstick, my mother misses her chats on the blower.
The thing is also, my time teaching the travellers are coming to an end, the money is phenominal, thats why im still there, but the reason i need space is that iv got another buisness idea ,which ive had for over twenty years now in the back of my mind now its coming to the front and i cant get rid of it.The mind is taking over and filling my head with buzzing ideas.Only this time im very slow to jump in, normally i would, im just nuturing the full idea of a hairdressing school.Most of my clients think its a winner with me. I have found a buisness partner,only just a thought i said to her, she isnt in the buisness ,but is an accountant, for a corperate company. i wont bore you with the details, but its taking over.
As life is passing me by, i have always lived through my career, the family have suffered slightly, because of the graft iv put into the last shop. Im very comfortable at the mo with the life i have, but me living life in the fast lane forgot to get a pension.So now im thinking by opening a private hairdressing school, the only one around for the region im in and the nearest one is 50 mile away its a winner, i can buy some property eventually and that would be the pension.The skills i have to offer are second to none, i won hairdresser of the year at colledge when i was 16. im a qualified teacher of hair and beauty, and i won international awards also in france england and italy.
So there you have it although im detoxing the brain on a physical level i am also poluting the mind with dreams and fears and highs and lows. What the hell is wrong with me what kinda animal am i ? am i human or am i searching for something that needs to be found inside the soul? Will i ever be satisfied, probably not . I will be still screaming from the graveyard youve put me in the wrong place.Will i ever settle. Please if there is a fortune teller out there let me know the answer. The angels are giving me a sign.The white feathers are appearing all over the place.I need to dream and i need an answer thanks for reading my garbage tonight folks. xxxxxxx
The weather is shite and ive been wrapped up in bed like an old granny with bed socks on. I know how sexy can one get ,but the weather really is baltic.Im prepping the skin also for when the sun shines and my feathers are shiney and new to show the whole world just how gorgeous iam. The neighbours are even asking him indoors is linzi ok .He keeps telling every one im fucking depressed. Thats his interpretation of the latest events.Do men really understand us? im not depressed well i was for 7 days of the month but hey thats normal hubby , i tend to hibernate like this and my friends miss my candid calls back home, my drinking buddy next door really misses me, my hubby misses my slapstick, or rather his little bit of slapstick, my mother misses her chats on the blower.
The thing is also, my time teaching the travellers are coming to an end, the money is phenominal, thats why im still there, but the reason i need space is that iv got another buisness idea ,which ive had for over twenty years now in the back of my mind now its coming to the front and i cant get rid of it.The mind is taking over and filling my head with buzzing ideas.Only this time im very slow to jump in, normally i would, im just nuturing the full idea of a hairdressing school.Most of my clients think its a winner with me. I have found a buisness partner,only just a thought i said to her, she isnt in the buisness ,but is an accountant, for a corperate company. i wont bore you with the details, but its taking over.
As life is passing me by, i have always lived through my career, the family have suffered slightly, because of the graft iv put into the last shop. Im very comfortable at the mo with the life i have, but me living life in the fast lane forgot to get a pension.So now im thinking by opening a private hairdressing school, the only one around for the region im in and the nearest one is 50 mile away its a winner, i can buy some property eventually and that would be the pension.The skills i have to offer are second to none, i won hairdresser of the year at colledge when i was 16. im a qualified teacher of hair and beauty, and i won international awards also in france england and italy.
So there you have it although im detoxing the brain on a physical level i am also poluting the mind with dreams and fears and highs and lows. What the hell is wrong with me what kinda animal am i ? am i human or am i searching for something that needs to be found inside the soul? Will i ever be satisfied, probably not . I will be still screaming from the graveyard youve put me in the wrong place.Will i ever settle. Please if there is a fortune teller out there let me know the answer. The angels are giving me a sign.The white feathers are appearing all over the place.I need to dream and i need an answer thanks for reading my garbage tonight folks. xxxxxxx
